Where there is Sorrow there is holy ground, as Oscar Wilde claimed. The suffering of our distance should be some hints for any possible realization of our dreams, though may be in different ways than originally planned. Say, without, I would like to say it, such opportunity we probably stay in the same situation, haunted by rising rent and stagnant salary. The future is unknown, and the only thing should be clearly known of is one himself. I want to be clear of my capability, my dream job, my talent of interest. However, the root cause of our dilemma is our economic status. It serves as the most severe punishment for me to make changes, to let me compensate for the hollow days which I didn’t use to earn enough money and grow myself into a mature man. Had I been economically stable, we need not accept all the terms granted by your company.
I’m desperate by any elevated salary coming in October, as much as desperate by my writing skills. So a bitter writer!
